-lecturer doremon lahanat-

first, im so sorry for :
-my language (bi paling teruk dalam kelas)
-my emotional

today is my last class dalam polimas nie.. sem akhir .. kelas akhir..
ada ujian.. tiru gile2 la beb..
so when id done my test, jln2 la kat dalam poli tu..
just want to see lecturer coz nak tau markah carry mark..
on the way nak gi makmal plastik, har.. i see 2 fat devil dalam polimas,
that is pensyarah paling aku benci sampai sekarang.

why.. aku kena potong 3 kali dah... potong rambut.
then, my case matrix card tu dah broken.. lusuh.. dia suruh pi beli baru..
ok fine..

tu cerita lama.. but this day memang rasa macam nak gigit lutut sendiri..
2 devil tu come to me and ask "why did u not wear the matrix card?"
dia cakap dalam bahasa melayu la..
time tu aku dengan aula dengan tanith..
yang tak pakai kad matrix tu aku dengan aula..
so 2 devil tu ambek la we all punya matrix card coz kami tak pakai kad matrix..
except tanith..

so i salah sebab tak pakai kad (coz tempat gantung kad tu takde.. ilang)
si aula pulak coz dia punya suar .. ketat.. laki pun salah pakai ketat skit..
i wld lke to say cibaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.........

lepas tu time nie la project bermula.. hehe..
so aku pi beli tempat gantung kad matrix (klip) kad koop, and aula tukar suar dengan tanith..
just for a while..

lepas tengok tanith pakai suar aula.. hahahaha.. gelak macam nak mati..
fit .. macam artis siam.. hehehe..

that all la.. aku pun dah pi ambek kad matrix and perasaan marah dan dendam nie masih ada..
why..

its becoz.. dah 3 kali kena potong rambut, dan 2 kali kena ambek kad matrix..
penat jalan tu yang tension tu ..

SUka HAMPA.. tak macam TAIK pun.. Anak SAKIT dok kacau ORANG..
fuck to them

-balik dari YAN-

selesai sudah penggambaran program rapid penang sesi 5. letih tu memang tak terkata.
tekanan tu pun ada la jugak coz exam dah dekat.ujian belungguk2 sekali gus.
takdan la nak prepare.

kali ni aku mandi sungai sepanjang program. chalet yg aku dok tu takdak bilik air.
sungguh memenatkan tetapi memang indah. rasa macam pergi melancong pun ada.
sampai kat rumah pukul 7.00 pagi. mengantuk tu memang dah tahap series dah.

pasal kenduri rumah kakteh pun tak dapat pergi.
im so sorry for that.
lepas ni susah nak bloging sebab nak kena pulun study.
(study la konon2nye..)

-tambah tensiion-

aku bertambah tekanan kali nie..
dah dekat 1000 perkataan aku tulis..
tengok2 line tenet gelong..
kat draft pun takdak..
takleh save......
argh..........................................................
penat taip..
lepas ni takleh post panjang2..
lagi tekanan.

-masa hadapan-

Inspiring, shining, rising
And when you're in my way
I'm not dividing me from you cause we're working together
Perfect in its splendor like the currents of the weather
The splinter in my center hindering all of my pleasure
Is me manifested as you in this endeavor
Once responsibility is taken I can render
Experience to be however I want to remember

Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find

Put yourself through the scariest of scenarios
Enter experiences you normally wouldn't dare to go
It's all for the character and the aroogant afterglow
Of knowing it's appearance according to your patterns of growth
And what your parents handed down to you to handle
Make sure you carry torches when they're puttin out your candles
Prediction can be unkind but unwind them still
Don't erase the part of you that's responsible for your will

Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find

Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you cant keep running away from what youre tryning to find
Well I've seen you and those things you do
And the way you hide that shadow can't be good for you
Your dark defines your light

There's some utterly damaged particles to deal with
And if I stutter I'm sorry but it's hard to feel swift
When stuck in my stomach is a cannon ball anchor to life
I've been pushing it down pretending it doesn't exist
Well this is what happens when you're pissed about being pissed
You dig yourself so deep you resist just to resist
And there's no way to get back experiences that you missed
So start right now today and risk furiousness for bliss

Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find

Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you cant keep running away from what youre trying to find

Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you cant keep running away from what youre trying to find

-sajak untukmu-

oh kerusi ....
bentukmu sungguh rupawan..
warnamu memikat kalbu..
kerasmu tiada tandingan..
ukiranmu mengukir senyuman..
tanpamu ibarat kucing hilang anak..
oh kerusi..
belilah kerusi buatan malaysia..
sekian..

salah satu teknik HDR yang diguna pakai..
tak berapa nak jadi.. ngehhhhhh

-di situ aku belajar-

tu yang bangunan kecik tu polimas..
pandangan dari seberang sini, tasek

-teknik HDR-

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